8.15.2008

apology.

i apologize
For trying to prove what's not there.
That I enjoyed the same music.
That i didn't burn with every curse word heard.
For saying, "i don't think so"
instead of , "hell no you shouldn't."
For doing what they all did
converting to ordinary, to be relevant.
but being relevant didn't change anything.
Like the Baptist I was born,
like the shepherd king, i was tempted to wear
Saul's Armor. to fit in.
but i can't .
i really tried too.
They enjoyed me more this way.
so i guess thats a good thing.
i enjoyed it more this way too.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

it happens, but atleast u recognize it wasnt you and it wasnt pleasing to God.. thank u becuase it is people like me who turn away from people like who u use to be because ive seen so many people leave the chuch because they feel no love from those who cant be real, and sincere, and make others feel they fall short and they can never be as holy as those cool group of church people, so they give up when all they needed was a little love from their brothers, thanks noel

Anonymous said...

Philippians 3
12-14I'm not saying that I have this all together, that I have it made. But I am well on my way, reaching out for Christ, who has so wondrously reached out for me. Friends, don't get me wrong: By no means do I count myself an expert in all of this, but I've got my eye on the goal, where God is beckoning us onward—to Jesus. I'm off and running, and I'm not turning back.
15-16So let's keep focused on that goal, those of us who want everything God has for us. If any of you have something else in mind, something less than total commitment, God will clear your blurred vision—you'll see it yet! Now that we're on the right track, let's stay on it.

if anything, we all need to apologize.

you've got your eye on the goal noel... dont ever give up.